cinoh:

Alfred Cossmann, Lichen 1942

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Sry that this has turned into a text post complain blog. I don’t have internet at my house right now and my data plan isn’t good enough to scroll for pretty pictures for y’all.

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I didn’t take any pain meds or anti inflammatories today because I have lingering heartburn and messed up stomach feels from the last several days of medication and I was totally fine until the last few hours and now my back hurts again

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I’m allergic to every pain med I’ve ever tried, meds like morphine/percocet/ hydros give me nausea for hours and a tight throat, hives, itchy body and a sore stomach, and meds like ibuprofen/NSAIDS give me abdominal cramps (so bad that one time I actually went to the emergency room because I thought I was dying) and horrid heartburn. How do people navigate this.

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trvstno1:

No I’m not smiling at you I’m smiling at your dog don’t look at me

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The pain med gave me nausea for like 6 hours last night and then a horrible upset stomach so I’m not eating any today

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experiencing constant nausea for hours

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…the older I get, the more I see how women are described as having gone mad, when what they’ve actually become is knowledgeable and powerful and fucking furious.

I was a mean little kid growing up.

Guess why?

Surprise! I grew up in a household where being ridiculed daily was a completely normal unquestioned part of existing, I had zero respected personal boundaries and little to no privacy, so I ridiculed and pushed the boundaries of other children.

Bullies don’t spring from the womb fully formed. They’re shaped by the authority figures in their life.

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pwwt:

i wanna look like a super hot librarian who lost all her books

Same

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degeneratefurry:

the idea that if the worlds resources were actually evenly distributed everyone would be impoverished is a myth of capitalism and is used to justify horrific inequalities that literally kill people

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Something fucked up happened to my back for no reason.  No injury or anything, but on Sunday I could barely stand up or walk without extreme pain and I went to the emergency room and they took an xray and told me the space between my lowest vertebrae and my pelvis was smaller than it should be, but that I need to see a neurologist for an MRI and proper diagnosis.  So they gave me a referral, and pain pills, anti-inflammatories, and muscle relaxers for the week.  The neurologist appointment isn’t until next week so I am just getting by with minimal movement and a cane.

Every pain medication I have ever tried makes me spinny and nauseated and super itchy, and the anti-inflammatories cause heart burn and abdominal cramps.  When I take all three pills at once I can’t function for a few hours.  Ugh at the hospital they gave me a shot of something for pain and I had a panic attack in the car home and it made my face so horribly itchy I was scratching it red all night.

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drunklikemud replied to your post “Really don’t like bananas either. . I dont really like fruit that…”

bananas are the best how could u. smoothies and ‘ice cream’ tho

I am making my liked and disliked fruit list based on what fruits I enjoy eating by themselves.

So I love banana & berry smoothies or frozen banana mashed with peanut butter chocolate, but I don’t really look forward to eating bananas by themselves.  Same with apples.

And I like peaches and nectarines and apricots

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